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This is really happening for real.
Officially single.... Today was okay...until..................i saw him went into my classroom im like "WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!" -.- then i just continue w my work. Stress up eh. Lagy lagy i know his there infront of me. Hais. But, imma cool girl. Like normal, i play my loud music like i own that class. Hahaha. Some songs macam nak bahasa kan dia but, aku tak rude okay. Budak baik, tanak sakit kan hati orang lagy.. When he left, i went toilet with Shidah darling. I asked her, if he really do wants things to be okay he should come at me and ask me whether it's really over or not but..... He didn't so...yet. It totally is over between us. And when i heard from z on what "he" say, i feel that my heart kena tembak many times. It hurts.. But, what the hell~ Im a chill person. Say what you need to say, i don't give a fuck, as long kau bahagia suah. Big deal. But i feel kinda sad. Real sad. His the best to me. Even-tough i know my ...
I don't know where to go.
My GPA sucks. My current gpa is 3 but cumulative is 2.6. I can't get to go anywhere w that kind of number. Hais, apa laa nasib aku. I want try nafa/laselle/poly/first media design school but.....MORE HAIS. I can't afford. FUCK THIS SHIT. I never gonna get anywhere. I hate this. If work? I don't know. Nobody wants me. How the fuck am i suppose to live my life? damn. Now im jobless, nothing to do at home. But Ms Shikin ask me to do some Portfolio, so im trying to do some. She ask to do on digital, instead of drawing. Well..... I did some drawings at my drawing book. Okay whatever. Im kinda lazy to do anything now. I wish i can get up every morning, jog, eat breakfast at macds, 2nd shower, go to the library, start doing art shit on my laptop, eat lunch w a special someone, have fun laughing and create memories, continue abit of my work, maybe dinner, do some late night jog/cycling around the park, shower, bed. ahhhhhhhhh relaxing or what. Wua...
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