5th Ramadan.

Thank God Everything is okay between us.

Because of me, he started the fight. Because of what I've done, he stopped trusting me. I don't know now. Like what he says, Without TRUST, there can't be no Love. So true. But i admit, all this time he always say the truth & the rights. It's just me je never listen & didn't kept the promise. But that promise, it's hard to fulfill it. Soyeah. Shouldn't make that promise in the first place. I'm sorry. Sorry that I've hurted you. When he say to me this one line i felt hurt & i was very afraid at that moment. I though he was gonna to leave me. So my eyes busted out crying slowly. Then he's like, Kenapa nangis mintak simpati pulak. Something like that uh he say. Then i'm like more tears. Inside of me feel very hurt. Not the hurt that he felt because of me but i'm still hurt tau. It's hard for me to think much that time. I don't like to think. He is so clever. Unlike me. Sad siah me.  Then lalala. He say to me, I tak akan tinggal kan you, you takmo la nangis lagy. Then i kept on crying. The more he repeated the more i cry. Eee, fyi i'm not a crier tau. Last time when i cry badly was when i was secondary 4. I was very shy when i cried infront of boyfriend yesterday. I cried cause i loved him. If he leave me, i don't know what should i do next. Jywah, i really don't know. Plus i don't know the future mah. He's the first guy ever to wipe my tears away. Sorry, i wasn't there when u cried. Im a bad girlfriend. Wahduih.

I, Farhanah Nazura, promise not to break your heart again & would never lie to you again. This time i will keep the promise. May god's will. (:

So everything's was alright. I felt verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry HAPPY! (: Stayed back at school until 7 i guess? Cause need to finish up doing the NDP hat & DJ stuff. Then off we go breakfast at Food Culture. But i didn't fast yesterday uh. Hah. (:

K la, i don't know what to type anymore. I wanna bathe now, get ready to breakfast with Mother & sisters later at Tmall?

I love you, Muhammad Rohaizad. Truly. ❤