October was........

Okay until..

K, lets start from the beginning. Im trying so hard to move on. Actually i might think i can. So a few guys contacted me. It was okay for a few two to three days but then they started to annoy me. Like why are you telling me you like me. I just like broke up. I dont want to rush thing, plus! I'm not so interested in you, i just wanna be friends. That's all i wanted but i don't like to like break their hearts. Kkk, what would you guys think if some unknown guy top up your p8 card just want to get to know you? Some might say, sweet apa... If me, OMG YOURE LIKE PAYING ME TO ENTERTAIN YOU. That's my opinion. I dont wanna to tell that guy cause, im like breaking hearts. Another one, cannot kena abit if not keep on like begging me or something. Gosh! I need space! I know im like being a bad person but... I just want things to be cool. Im a type of girl that if im lazy to reply, i can just ignore. Simple. Im lazy. Know that. I don't entertain people anyhow. Unless i care for that person. Like example, Shidah, she's like always there to listen. Marcus, being a funny crazy guy friend but understand. Taufik, even though he messed up but he's good at understanding. Razi, the guy that really really really do understand my feelings and sometimes feels the same way. Fauzana and Diyana, they are not that close to me but they listen i comment on what's wrong or right. Saf, at times she's there and helped. I very much want all of them to be one person. So that i know that's the person i want to be with. If you know what i mean. All of them combine, BAM! My further husband. HAHA. K whatever. I just need to cool peely beans birds. Hahaha.

Anyways, school. FUCK. It's getting nearer to the presentation day. SCARY. We're now doing our shoot board. All crazy stuff. I hope i can do it. Insya Allah..... Final year project please be calm and steady with me. I don't want to mess this up. Cause i can see it a great idea. Like so call make sense.  Hahaha. I'll try my very BEST.

SWEETEST NIGHTMARES.